im a no good cheater and a lier. Last week I told the man im truly in love with I had gone

out with another guy and just kissed him.It was a friend hangout but it turned out

otherwise. So he broke up with me.

Last weekened he went to comic con in sd for a few days. Those days he called me constantly

and texted all the time. He never used to do that he was a wierd communicator.I feel like

hes leading me on but im not sure. He is always saying he loves and that he wants to be with

me again when he trusts me. Ive seen him everyday since hes got back. I keep asking him do u

want me back? He said ya but not right now I believed him untill...we drove home together

He was so  quiet driving me home. Thats pretty much an every time thing with this boy but

something wasn't right today. After having being told he needed to take a shower and eat

before work. I open the door and walk to the window and I see him changing clothes and

spraying cologne on himself in the window inside my house. I suspected he is seeing someone

after dropping me off. im sure it is. im so confused does he even want me back or is he

trying to hurt me like i hurt him? plz help